Swirling in an endless rage
Colors turn to black
My mind's in a mental cage
I'm never going back
Days seem to never end
Hours seem so long
My heart will eventually mend
Too many things gone wrong
Hate bitter hate, controlling me forever
Falling in a downward spiral
Pictures go fuzzy and fade
Truth or lies all seem dull
Thinking up things I've made
Dizziness over comes and takes me
Darkness invades my brain
I would like to break free
But still I refrain
Hate, bitter hate, controlling me
forever
Fighting a war never meant to be
Killing all my hopes and dreams
Talking to people I don't even see
They are there or so it seems
I feel limp, I can't see straight
My skin is white and cold
I can't decide what's my fate
I feel I'm growing old
Hate bitter hate, controlling
me forever
Lightning strikes and thunder booms
Rain is pouring down
Fear and danger in all the rooms
My face, wearing a frown
I'm frightened, lost and mad
Too many things at a time
My heart is so sad
My actions are a crime
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